An undercover dominatrix whose cover is blown! Whipping up conversation at the water cooler has never been easier.
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Guess what. I finally got “outed” at my work. It’s a pretty conservative office and I had been terrified that if anyone found out I was a dominatrix, I could either be fired (for some concocted reason), made fun of, or stalked. But today at the water cooler I overheard this one girl talking to this coworker guy about MY blog! The girl was in total disbelief and kept pressing for more info. The guy, who must be a reader of mine, was cool and didn’t make a joke out of me. He was telling her about my blog on a serious level and she seemed to be receptive. He even told her he bought his wife some thigh high boots and a riding crop after having read my blog for a while. The girl got a kick out of that. Wow, I have more influence than I ever thought.
But then I was wondering if I should walk into the kitchen to take the humiliation head on. So I did… when they were mid-sentence about how they sort of suspected I was kinky. There was a bit of awkwardness for a second as I sashayed up to them, but then I copped to it and said it was, in fact, my blog. They both said “YOU ARE SO COOL!”. I wasn’t expecting this reaction. I really warmed up to them. Of course the rumors and office snickering is inevitable now, but I was really happy that these two didn’t seem to judge me. Who knows, maybe they won’t even tell anyone else. But even if they did, I guess it made me realize that the shame I was expecting to feel never actually materialized. Sometimes the things you worry about and fear are not as bad as you have set yourself up for them to be. I know that is a really lame and cliché thought, but it’s true.
But now I just feel like finding a little slave girl and spanking her while she is on all fours with her arms are locked around the base of a toilette and her ass is in the air. She’ll thank me later.
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March 16th, 2009 at 7:41 am
Wow I never thought about people from your work being readers lol. That makes me think about the post about the halloween party lol
March 16th, 2009 at 1:55 pm
I know. It’s crazy how kink is right there below the surface. Gay guys say that every man has a secret gay side, but I’d say it’s more like people have secret kinky side. The people at the water cooler were different from the ones in the halloween party post. So that just tells me that so many people have power issues linked to their sexuality. Fetish and kink bring out an insane amount of sexual energy in people. For example, if you go into a diner with someone dressed in a rubber corset, people would be interested. But if you take the same person to the diner on a leash or with their hands tied behind their back, people would FREAK OUT and probably kick you out of the joint because the situation is so sexually charged! So how does tying someone’s hands become instantly sexual in that kind of scenario? It’s proof that we are all secretly kinky at some level. In the name of scientific research, maybe I’ll have to take a slave to a diner and see what happens.